April 10, 2014

Summer lists

Lose 30 lbs
Go to lunch with Madison
Go to Corpis Cristy with the chem e girls
Do art/copy art Pinterest board 
Train for a half marathon
Get hot
Save money
Go to crystal bridges?
Go to Hawaii
Write Poem Book
Read FB 100 novels book list
Start an ultimate frisbee group
Go camping
Clean appartment
Move in with Jessica 
Finances
Fix resume
Blanket tee shirts 
Fix clothes-standards
Endowment 
Hang out with Donika
Fix passwords 
Hang out with terry 
Workout with Camille 
Hang out with Julie, Jessica, Mackenzie 
Hang out with Chemily 
Handwriting 
Geneology
Word of the day
Blogg 2 stories a day
Read JC
Feed missionaries once a month

April 8, 2014

Sometimes

I am often alone in my head, which can be helpful for some situations, but others not so much. As I wonder the worlds that exist in that space I find events and thoughts that are hilarious, or maybe just ridiculous. Either way, I wish I had the skill to emerge those thoughts and bring them to text, maybe to bring a different, if not interesting, view out to the world. But alas I don't have the time or the wit. Maybe one day I'll interest myself in journalism.

A lot has gone on these past few months, but in reality not much has. The days pass without number and they streamline into failing grades. Often it leaves me feeling hopeless and friendless. I wish I had friends to do all the things I do, but I don't. Just often wishing by myself. So is it me or them?